Idiosyncrasies

Friday, September 09, 2016 pastelpigs 0 Comments



Outfit Details: Bowler Hat- Local Shop
Overall Dress- Online Store
Tee- Thrifted
Flats- Local Shop
Nothing about me is unparadoxical, I am head to toe drenched in incongruity for so many reasons. To unfamiliar eyes I might seem like the most stable and resilient person in the whole world, I too might agree to that if I were not <<me>>; as much as I would like to believe it I don’t have half of the stable vibes that I emanate. If I were to describe myself in one word it would be Indomitable, because no matter how much I try I can’t seem to quash my insecurities they somehow always creep back in. And so the illusionary placid disposition gets hit by ripples of impending (ominous) emotions. I almost fail to fathom myself at times but each unpleasant experience somehow helps me contain my anxieties a little bit more. But then all that makes me <<ME>>, Me who is made up of idiosyncrasies, <<Me>> even has a list of idiosyncrasies that me is proud of! The one that stands out --- Me needs something on her head at all times (so yes I’m trying to skip to a more trivial subject here haha) except of course when me sleeps! And speaking of my head I just can’t help obsessing over this burgundy bowler that I found by accident! As usual! Maybe I should add <<FINDS THINGS BY ACCIDENT; ALWAYS!>> to my list of idiosyncrasies? I went looking for something else and found this hat instead! Same goes with the overall dress; I was looking for a shift dress but ended up with this!

So this post didn’t go as I had planned I wanted it to be short; but then nothing goes as planned right? It is getting darker as I type and it seems like I’m the only one who still has some patience left to be working (not exactly) way past the required time! and also I have to walk all the way back home taking all those serpentine alleys that are all too familiar in the mornings but come twilight they turn hostile; almost like revisiting a dream that you have long forgotten about. But these walks are always a treat for me after spending the whole day filling a desolate chair staring at the computer screen for hours at a time while simultaneously trying to drown out the noise that perpetually punctures the air around me. I see a gray sky with a lonely crescent moon through my window—a striking contrast to the busy roads and the disoriented jumble of lights from the shop windows. I feel like stretching this a bit but I’m going to leave it for the next blog post.

Good Night to you all!


Love

Jigmet x






Outfit Details: Bowler Hat- Local Shop Overall Dress- Online Store Tee- Thrifted Flats- Local Shop Nothing about me is unparad...

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